so i e-mailed him tonight because he blew me off again..i'm just so confused..it's the attack of the confusing ex's...i wish i could just cut them all off..but i don't have the emotional power to deal with it...

i have been recently thinking about what i want to do with my life...i don't want to continue living this way...trying to gain and maintain friendships...get out there more..find my niche that so many other people have..but i know i'm not the only one in this world looking for their niche...

i wish i could keep my place clean a bit