i forgot to mention that my dad called me last night while i was at the grocery store..i didn't pick up, i didn't answer, i didn't know what to say, so i just stood there and stared at my phone seeing it blink saying "Dad" "Dad"...i listened to the sad message a few minutes later...after the night i had, i was put in a weird place, didn't know how to feel, didn't know what to think...i think i'm going to try to call him tomorrow when i'm on my way to class or something...when i have a time restriction on how long i can talk...so it will be long enough, but not too long

on a different note..i finished one project, finished half of another, now i just have a big thing left, and then vwa-la! i'm done, no more school

also, i was invited to play a show on july 3rd with a few bands about 30 minutes south from here, it sounds a lot of fun..i just have to get some music ready, and some good material, something fascinating, yet simple..perhaps have a few helpers or something, so yeah