same old same old..i don't know what to say anymore...i never do...it's just the same thing over and over again..bitch bitch, moan moan..i like remembering good times..or interesting times..when things were momentarily happy and i surrounded myself around more positive people all of the time..all very strong..but things aren't that way anymore..they have changed...changed into the way i have always thought they would..in every instance..except one...i do have a strong supporter though...and i hope to keep him forever...i'm afraid of lose now...i feel like i'm losing everyday...and things will just keep slipping through my fingers....the water i have in my cupped hands will be gone in 10 minutes