tonight i had a fraternity event..first spring rush..i felt odd around everyone because i just don't feel apart of the group anymore..i don't really think i ever was..josh is coming over, i haven't seen him in quite awhile....what we'll do, i have no idea at all since nothing happens here...i have to work tomorrow unwillingly..and the next day, but i get to hang out with sarah and nate tomorrow night and see a movie or something...