wow, i haven't updated for 2 days, yikes! well..lets see

i hung out with my ex jeff the other night..it actually went pretty good...we just talked about things, and i watched him move stuff around..i tried not to talk too much because i really don't want to get involved...pictures of me were still up and it really confused me..i just wonder if he holds on to what we had and how important it was to him at that time..i really dont know..plus i don't think i affect people's lives the way i do sometimes..or i don't mean to...i feel more like a passerby, or perhaps hope to be someday...but jeff did say he gets those feelings back sometimes..mine have faded a great deal which is great..

i feel as if i am being a little bit more social and active lately...it is kind of nice..i have more of a feeling to do things then just sit and do nothing all of the time..even though i'd enjoy my time of doing that..anyway, i have things to do before bed time..ugh, can i just have a clean house?