today is a bit better...i look really pail right now..i think i'm going to start tanning next week...go two times a week for 2 weeks, then one time a week for a month and then be done with that...

i see more and more people using my stupidity against me...yeah yeah, some people say "you're not stupid" but in all truth, i do not have all that great of a brain...i haven't had the education that many have had, and i don't get obsessed with something and read and read and read about it until it kills me and i move on to become obsessed with something else..i'm too lazy to be obsessive