i haven't been writing as much lately...not too much to say..my life isn't exactly the happening place to be right now...i'm having my birthday party in less than two weeks..and it looks like a lot of people can't make it now.....some of the people i really want to come can't come...and a few others won't respond to emails or phone calls...i don't know...hmmm...on with my life..i think i'm going to add some poems and whatnot into my poetry diary. i haven't updated it for awhile..so it is about time i do that..