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i hate when i choke on myself...i feel like i can't breathe sometimes..and that's the scariest thing to me..loosing my breath..kind of funny to be a smoker and be that way..my body is tired...and so is my mind..i just want to break away from these things..but no..it's too late, i'm too old now to break away..and i will always have to go back....go back to what i have..fall down again..pick myself up again..ect...i think my mind is on a different tempo tonight