just got back from the ugly casanova show tonight..it was a pretty good show..i haven't really gone to any shows for awhile either..i saw a cute boy there and stared at him a bit like usual...i was starting to really irritate myself tonight..i get sick of my lack of coherance and not making sense..i was being obnoxious and hyper..i think it's from the lack of sleep actually...but i was annoying

i quit my job today, i felt so scared for some reason..but i got it down and out of the way..only two days left (sat. and sun.) and then i'm done..going to silkworm sat. night..then i'm going to pride next weekend..tis busy busy

i am kind of missing kev tonight...the lonely feeling stuff...it's late, and i've been getting between 3-5 hours of sleep the past two nights..tonight i'll try to get more..