i feel as if someone sucked the energy from my life today..too much going on..i think i wasted all of my energy, and now it's all flushed out...true my therapy session brought out a lot of feelings...and i tried to avoid it all day, but it brought me down real hard for the night...

i go to a party and so many fucking people make these "gay" reference, it got on my nerves..cause it was so constant, and just part of their every day language...granted i didn't say anything or really care to do something about it..i just walk away and pretend they aren't making ignorant comments or whatever....my body is tired..goodnight