so yeah, it's the party night. and guess what..nearly everyone had some excuse for not coming..but at least sarah and nate came over..and that makes me happy..but some people didn't want to drive alone..one girl didn't want to find a babysitter because she has one for next weekend and has had one for almost every other weekend in the past and suddenly doesn't want to become one of those mothers who isn't a weekend mother or some shit...

someone else made plans a long time ago and forgot...two other people had a wedding...but they are suppose to come..hopefully in about 20 minutes..i was suppose to play music tonight..but it doesn't look like it's going to happen for a small crowd, unless if asked..but yeah..whatever..i'm ok, the people that are here are great to have come....they didn't go out and play "softball" because it's supposedly the shit or something or other...

um..yeah, the dogs barking, perhaps someone is showing up..hmm..we'll see