tonight i saw calvin johnson and jason anderson, it was a pretty good show..calvins voice is unbelievably low...i saw this cute guy there..he kind of looked like jeff...maybe that is why i was attracted to him

i'm really tired right now, i might just head to bed and try to do things in the morning

monday night was really fun..i hung out with sarah....we went out for coffee and then sat down by the lake..we visited jacob for a bit before we went to the lake..it was comforting..we talked about how we were disgusted with what we are doing with our lives..i know i certainly am..i hate it..but i'm not doing anything about it..moving may not be the answer..but it is an answer....

tomorrow i am having dinner..i don't think i'll be in the mood..especially if i am still feeling this way tomorrow..just drained

on my walk home i got harassed twice..i don't get it..i'm suppose to respect this community but yet i get harassed by them..i'm suppose to feel bad because they have to go to the food shelter because they don't have enough money..or have a job..but ask for drugs and then make fun of the way i said "no" then later get made fun of the way i was quickly walking past another group of people..i'm suppose to feel simpathy and donate money if i was rich to them...grrr..i don't know