i just played guitar for like half an hour or so...i just picked up my acoustic and started playing old songs..it was weird..starting out with valentine words..singing it softly as possible..and trying to reach those higher notes...continued playing and played queen of your mess, worst days, oh jessica, how we got this way, and i finished with love untied..i haven't played those songs for such a long time..my fingers are rather raw...wow, that was a little rush..and i forgot that i have to get a baby shower gift for my friend alisha..i'm the only guy allowed there..hehe..but i figured part of the gift which is going to be a cd with a few different versions of love untied and the songs we made...

a few years ago, she trapped me in this room, really drunk and ready to pass out making me play love untied over and over and over again..i think i played it like 5-10 times that night..i left, then came back, and she was in the laundry room and wanted me to play some more..so i played once, and she was down by the end, and i tried to get up and get out...but she awoke, but i don't think i had to play it again..

my place is slowly looking better..i cleaned out the entry way a bit..moved the table from my bedroom to that area and i'm going to put my propane stove there right by the door..i used it today, it works quite well, i just hate taking the hose out and hearing that popping noise...then i tried to put the light fixture back on..i got the wires right, but i can't put the fucker back on..i tried for a half an hour while will and grace was in the background, and i was just getting frustrated and decided that i might not put it back up there, that i might just get a different up to put up there that will just be better..plus i want different bulbs and such..and yes, i need a light there because..just because

it was a nice night to stay home..there were little flurries today..and that irratated me a bit..it was too cold and windy..perhaps tomorrow will be a bit more promising..

oh damnit, i need to quit smoking at my desk, i'm trying to stop doing that..cause i know that will cut down a few more cigarettes a day...plus i do need to start doing situps and some sort of regular exercise cause ya...the tummy is not looking so yummy..my semi-six pack is gone gone gone

oh! i emailed jason anderson about the show here that i thought was on thursday, but it's on friday now..i have to go to it....i'll just have to miss apples in stereo and clinic, but oh well...plus i'm missing sleater-kinney tomorrow...i definitely need to get out to more shows