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i don't want to forget those days...even though sometimes painful to remember....and then waiting for calls, responses, just anything i guess...and not hear anything ever...and trying to be ok with it..and wonder if the same thing is going to happen months or even years later..and have the same fear..the same questions going in my head...this isn't love..this isn't what it's all about...this isn't who i am anymore...and i'm not about to begin looking for myself again