the thanksgiving dinner was really good..i was happy to go to it..i was one of the first to arrive..and suddenly all of these people with screaming running around children arrived and i didn't know what to do with myself..so i went out to the porch for a long time cause i could smoke out there and the kids wouldn't really be sitting out there too much..they left early so that was nice...quite a few people showed up..that was nice...anna told everybody how i was donating sperm someday to her..or something..and tera was saying the same..so i could father two different children..but not really..i should start taking bids or something..and start taking more care of myself so that i seem more like a good person to donate or whatever

the drive down was pretty scary though..i left from kevin's...he was just out all night with co-workers, getting drunk and bowling like 6 games or so...so i visited him today for a bit..anyway...i went driving home and boy was it windy..it was just insane...at one point, i was passing a car and i almost got pushed into a ditch from the strong winds..my head skipped a beat and then was beating really fast and hard...it just scared the shit out of me..cause it was such a strong force, just pushing my car...i looked at my tires when i got home and noticed that i might need new tires for this winter..but i can't afford it..i should record an album and make people buy it and have it as some donation to get new tires..actually, i'm wondering how much 4 tires, plus changing them would cost..cause i have been paying off my credit cards off a bit more and probably could just charge it next month...but i doubt i'll have enough

i was feeling kind of naughty tonight, but that's a totally different story