i hate how people throw around the word excuse...how they use it..it's so annoying...i'll give you an excuse if i clearly wasn't doing anything and had no plans and was avoiding you..but if i had plans..doing other things..and really was busy..then i have a reason, a fucking reason...an excuse just seems like a harsh accusing word..."i'm doing something already, so i can't doing anything with you" why why why?

i went out for coffee with sarah tonight and she's really stressed about this work situation..IT WILL BE OKAY! i'm sure of it..and if i'm wrong, you will find something..it's best to look at that option, and i think i convinced her a bit to start looking at other job possibilities...we also worked on my pre-review for work...it really sucks..sarah is really good with verbage and knows how to bullshit really well, i had her answer one of the questions

i really don't know what to think about a lot of things right now...anything at all...i don't know how to take things, or view people right now..what their intentions are, what they are really thinking and what their plans are..well, except a few..i think i'm just confused...and...incoherent