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so i heard "all i want for xmas is you" on the radio on the way home..i got really sad and my eyes watered up..if i didn't have dry eyes i would have been tearing up really bad...i already was tearing up as it was...

i would feel good if i didnt think about work, and if i didnt think about the holidays and being by myself and shit..it's just irritating...

i talked to someone on the phone the other night for 2 hours...we met, and it was fun..meeting someone close to my age is different..it never happens

so work..yeah, stressful, i am hating it, and i get little time to do anything at all, and it's driving me nuts..so much to do, so little time, people getting upset, and me not being able to give directions all that well..what a boy to do..but oh well..i feel sick righ tnow, and i've hardly eaten today..a bagel and a small bag of cheese-its....but yeah..it's driving me insane...i can't wait until after xmas, and things settle down a bit and i don't feel shitty

today i was at the krec board during work..and there was this thread about how this guy was sentenced the death penalty, but during the trial, the lawyer was going on about how he is gay and stuff..yes, this guy killed people, and yes he robbed a bank, but him being gay has nothing to do with it..it was just really frustrating, i think some of you should really read it right here....it was sad that people didn't get it! they were talking about how this guy did wrong and about the death penalty and blah blah blah.it was just annoying..cause some people just didnt get it!