i'm at my old boss's place from the movie theatre after a night of blissful drinking...i had a really good time, got really drunk and played this song called "oh, jessica" twice..it's a song about this girl i used to work with at the movie theatre, and there was something that she said that i wouldn't let her live up to...so that's part of the song..it's full of inside jokes..i haven't played a song for anyone in a long long time...so it felt really good to play it..twice even! plus i made up a bunch of other songs about this other really drunk girl mandi, so that was fun..other events of the night include many things..just random banter and giggling, and trying to teach people little sally walker, but they lost their patience to this easy fun game

so there is this guy that i've had the hots for, for years that i worked with at the party...he isn't out or gay or whatever, but we have a big suspisions...my old manager talked to him for awhile..and found out some interesting things...it was so funny though, because he can't deny it, there are so many hints and factors..and last night this guy said "i was suppose to move to san fransisco" and right there i was like "hmmmm....san fransisco eh?"...poor guy..coming out is SUCH a travisty, painful, blah blah

i slept really well, even though i was hardcore drunk...i didn't get sick, but yeah, i was pretty gone, but slept great..woke up from a phone call from my ex ryan, he sounded really bored..he was sitting up at his place in st. paul doing nothing..his boyfriend is out of town..poor guy...like i said before, him and his boyfriend are so hot together..hehe, and it doesn't even make me jealous!..so i'll probably leave a little early and go hang out with him for a little while..

well, i suppose i should turn off this computer, smoke a cigarette, drink a bit more coffee and lock up the house and go to my mom's for pizza!