no more stories, no more lines, no more cares, eyes burning, no more lies, no more laughs, just "ok"s and just "alright"s...no more health, no more weight, it never was a good idea, no more looking at boys and toys and feeling life..no more answer phones and replying to letter, no more heart breaks, no more love, no more work, enjoyment, fun, the day is done

only nightfall, only tears, only wars are sneeking near, lots of hope, and lots of sadness

you might ask "what is wrong?" and i only answer "nothing"..and why? "because i don't know"...and how do you answer that question, when you yourself don't know

i hope that somebody sends a picture of myself to me laughing, then i'll understand