i'm sorry i'm not there right now, is that why you are upset? and didn't want to talk about it? or was it something else..i don't want you to sit there alone, and i know that is what you will do..i don't know if "bringing in the new year" is important to you or not..i was going to be drunk, and you, of course, sober..and what fun is that

you didn't want to touch me, or acknowledge my presence, or anything for that matter, i was nothing to you today, and i can't have that held up against me for too long...every day that i am apart from you i try to think of what you are doing, and what is going on

i think i know what is going on here, cause this has happened before, i don't know if i like what is going on here