the show went great last night..i don't think i did nearly as good as i did last time...there was a smaller crowd, which i was kind of disappointed in, but oh well, thursday night shows aren't that easy to get to i guess..or something..i'd like to thank the badger king and bobby birdman for coming...it was a lot of fun

today all four of us went to uptown and ate at the french meadow cafe. i had vegan french toast..it was really good, had a tangy taste to it, but i couldn't taste that much..i think i really need to cut down on smoking so i can taste foods again

i began to realize how "un-worked" my songs are..they don't seem to have enough thought into them...how they are sung, how they are written, how they are played..it's like i lost the feeling, but i can feel it, but it's faint..like i forgot what the music was about, or what the feeling was about..and i know that's where most of my frustration comes from....or just not play songs that don't come from anywhere, that don't mean anything..

but then again..this leads to time, and not have any