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fuck, just lost an entry due to my stupidity...anyway i'll start over

i got a call from my sister ren� concerning my niece ashley..this is what she told me

she has this lump on her spinal cord near her neck, they discovered that it is a part of her brain because her skull never completely closed up

so she has to have surgury to remove the lump.

if they can't get it out, they'll have to open up her spinal cord, and she could come out of that being (physically) impared, and there's a 5% chance that she could die on the table..luckily she will be at one of the greatest hospital for children around these parts (for 7 days)

the surgury is soon..she's only 9, and i don't want her to come out and be picked on for having a limp arm or leg and be made fun of by cruel children and jr. high students

i want to do so much for her now..i want to take her out for dinner, buy her things, listen to music with her, go to the movies

after i got off the phone with ren�, i broke down and cried for about 10 minutes..then i tried to calm myself down and called sarah and told her about my niece and i couldn't hold in the tears

i went to go meet sarah and rusty at a resturant and just chatted it up there...explained what was going on...

oh, on the way there, i called up my sister again to see if it was a physical impairment or a mental impairment, i thought it was going to be a mental impairment..and she's such a bright girl..and i would hate to see her needing help with everything and having to be retaught how to do everything over again...but a physical impairment is just as bad...

anyway, i hope things go well..please send positive vibes her way