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you know depression is still around when everyday, you have a mild moment of "i don't want to do this anymore" feeling for about 15 minutes to an hour" i mean, i can't really complain, times aren't "rough", life doesn't seem to collapse underneath me when i'm just being brought up again, it's just life in general, it just seems to drain on me sometimes, but like i said, it's a mild moment, but it makes me realize that my old friend of the past 12 years has not left me...

it's getting pretty late right now, i don't feel like going in to work tomorrow and do nothing..sit in the meeting and listen to the director boast and think she is right on every word that slithers from her mouth, if i get up early enough, i'm calling in sick