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what a somewhat tiring day..i went to a party last night, it was a birthday/costume party..i dressed up as a uncut penis..i was short on time, and didn't really have any ideas on what to do so that was easy enough

i said hello to people that i haven't seen for awhile, gabbed and whatnot, found out that someone there has read my diary and he said "i found your homepage, you were bitching about your life and stuff" and i was like "yeah, that was probably my diary, i do that a lot"...i stayed there kind of late..well, late by my standards..a little bit past 1...there was a girl that kind of kept me there, talking and convincing me to go bowling with them and that i need to go out more

i really have realized how anti-social i have become, and how reclusive i have been in the past year or so...and i honestly don't have an answer why...i think it's laziness...i just remember when i first moved up here..i was thinking how crazy it is when people get older how they don't hang out with their friends at all, or really don't do anything with anybody else but their spouse, and even then, they just spend most of their time alone

and what am i going to do about it? join a club? school's got me tied up, but then again, it really doesn't..i just don't do my homework in a timely fashion...

anyway, today i worked on my school page with this woman in my group, i think we got a pretty good start..then i went to this "dance party" show, and stayed until 8, waiting for it to start, i got a bad headache and went home...i had very little sleep last night, so i think that contributed

so, i have come up with an idea, something that i would like to try, a collaboration of sorts..i want to create a cd of music, BUT i want to add much more to it..i want to have someone write a story, about what i haven't figured out yet, but i want someone like nate perhaps to write a short story about something, and then i want to take the story and give it to someone to make illustrations for a book, and the cd and the book would go together, i would have a "ting" sound when to turn the page...this seems a lot of work, and i need to find willing people to do it, willing people to work with..i'll just have make the calls and start something here..it's my new vision..for today