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so it's over, the relationship is done with, i'm sitting in it all right now, i don't feel good, i don't feel like doing anything, the tulips i bought for kevin on valentine's day are dead...i am going to try to sleep on the couch from now on...

i went to a show tonight, it was a lot of fun, i saw jason anderson..he recognized me right away...it was pretty cool to chat for a little bit, and his show was just absolutely amazing!

i spoke with my sister julie on the way down there, and the way back..mainly because i know she has been in this exact situation before, and we think a lot a like, and it was just amazing how right on she really was about a lot of things...i really don't know what else to say...and i don't want to hear i'm sorries, and i can't really talk about it all that well right now, it's just sinking in, i guess i would have to say give it a week, and see how it is here, living here, being around him

honestly, i just want to move away, not around here, not "live a new life" or "start all over fresh" or any shit like that, because i don't need that

i'm going to bed, i haven't eaten today really, so i suppose i should start with that