so i'm oddly really tired right now, just down right exhausted, and i'm trying to consider my options tonight, one, i know i HAVE to take a shower and HAVE to shave because it has been too long and i am feeling rather disgusting, but i think i might grow a "beard" or something, i'm going to try it out for a bit and see what i like and don't like

other options are going to a movie alone, because i'm so in the mood for it, or totally skip the movie and take a nap, because i am so in the mood for that as well, and that's less expensive for me

i spent a bit of time at work today trying to figure out this dental bill thing, and now i might have to pay up to 1200 bucks for two things, which i currently do have..insurance didn't cover something that it kind of should have, but apparently my job is too cheap to get the good dental insurance..so i think i may have to spend time with the dental insurance company tomorrow to see if they can cover something so that i don't end up being really screwed....remember awhile back when i said it was the year to catch up on bills..i was short sited, and didn't think that maybe my relationship would end and that i would have to start to pay a lot more rent some place and pay for all of that other junk

my head is in kind of a twirl right now, and i don't really feel like doing much, so perhaps a nap would be more pleasant than a movie