for some reason, i've been wanting to recap the last four years of my life...since august 2000, kind of in a nutshell, so bare with me, it's a long read..but i think i'm going to just do one year at a time

august-november 2000, i moved to mpls, into a dorm, with me not knowing too many people, scary christian roommate, first boyfriend, still had other boy in mind, joined gay frat, worked part time at library, went out to bars occasionally

december 2000, 3rd week, boyfriend breakup, lung collapse from losing 20 pounds in 3-4 weeks, finals next day, never finished, had "fun" with too many people, left the dorms and moved in with sarah

febuary 2001, met another boy, dated for two weeks, breakup with me via email, coming out to mom, drop out of school, shave face, wear colored contacts, dye hair brown/black, have fake tan, get ear pierced, severe depression worsens

march-april 2001, met crackhead boyfriend, fell in love too fast, spent a lot time there, had fight with sarah easily resolved, just needed to communicate instead of ignore

may 2001, crackhead starts smoking crack, i start working temp jobs, got back on feet and limited severe depression

june 2001, crackhead chooses crack over love, first year of gay pride, depression begins again, begin to get really lost in life,

july 2001,