so it has been a week of ex's, talked to on the phone, seen in person, talked to unexpectedly, there was the whole kevin thing from monday, gene on monday, who i am a bit upset with from stupid misunderstandings through email today, talked to ryan on sunday (even though he's really considered a friend more than an friend now), and the big one, jeff, which was random and very awkward, he touched me, perked up when i said the words "i just moved from my ex boyfriend's place", but the comfortability that he is in fact moving to colorade in a couple weeks, his hair was long, and he really did look like john malcovich (sp?) this time, i never saw it before, but i did this time, he brought up a really good/bad moment and said he wouldn't give me my picture back, but did mention the money he owes me almost instantly, but he made it sound like i was the guy he owes money to, and nothing more, which was relieving, i want very little to do with him

on the very big plus side, i have met someone, someone very nice and dear to me, it was fun having a crush, and then finding the feelings are more than mutual made it that much better, i've been having an okay week, drank a lot last week, did a lot of tickling and being tickled, got bit in the arm, but there is one serious problem, an issue i cannot disclose in an online diary that everyone can read, i'm still processing it and will learn about it, this relationship will be very different from any other, but i am taking the risk, i've been through hell and back with guys, but i never dealt with this, but i can do it, he's too good of a guy to pass up