i am finding that i am constantly bored with myself as of late, i got so used to someone always being around, because this is the first time i'm truely living alone, i can't just go upstairs and talk to someone i know or hear someone come home or in the other room

i considered going back to therapy, i just thought about it today

i don't have to work tomorrow, which is super nice, so tonight, i think i may go to the bank, walk back and buy liqour and apple juice, so i can start making my mix drinks..oh yeah! i'm trying to teach myself that..

also, i "wrote" two songs, basically i recorded various parts, but i don't have any words to them, just the parts..time to put the laundry into the dryer