saturday early afternoon, i'm kind of bored, kind of tired, feeling kind of dry, getting my oil changed in about an hour and a half
so today, i have plans with christian, i'm not sure what's in store today, what we are going to do, where we are going to do it, ect...i haven't really thought of any plans, but i suspect a nice walk will be in store for us, perhaps some coffee, talking and talking of course, making out..ect...
i think things with him are going fairly well, we connect on a lot of levels..there's a lot that i need to learn about him...and many things he needs to learn about me...well, we'll see how much there really is to learn about me...yesterday we went out for coffee for about an hour, and just chatted about various things..he said that i'm a very different 23 year old, which was a good thing apparently....we talked about his last relationship...which was a weird one...lasted 4 years, and was extremely long distance....and open....but he didn't take advantage of that too much, but his guy did, quite often it sounded like..the dynamic just seemed odd...but that was over a year ago now...
expectations are weird...i constantly wonder what his are, and really try not to have too many of my own...he's pretty open, sensitive, caring, and enjoys physical attention, enjoys giving it, which is a good thing for me.....blah, relationships are such a weird thing to disect and think about...that's why you put those thoughts aside and just have fun, live a little...