i'm trying to figure out why i torture myself with a lack of sleep nearly every night....i just don't get enough sleep....what do i hold against myself that i would do that? i'm talking to that eboi again.....he's once again single...i never know what to think about that ever..i could only live in hope..but you know what..i shouldn't even think about it...it's bad..cause i know what is gonna happen, and i'm just gonna get hurt again...and go around the same circle that i always have been going around for a year and a half now