i got half of the money from the school today..i was pretty happy..good bye some bills..i think..i SHOULD really wait until i get my other one..and make sure i get that other one before i start paying off these bills..but i think that it will all be ok..i'll just pay off a little bit, and wait for the other check to come..i'm SO happy to actually not be afraid of the future with money

i went to a party tonight and saw alisha..i was very happy about it, i haven't seen her for awhile..it would be so nice to see her more often..but she's busy..being a mom and all..and school for her..but we talked about the microphones, the blow, her art, my music..i forgot to invite her to my show last week, but i know she would have really loved it..maybe for this possible show next month (april 10th, i'll know soonish i hope) i could get her to sing a song or two with me or something..it'd be a lot to work on, and having only 2-3 weeks to do it would be difficult..but possible..i guess we'll see..

i have to get up at 9:30 tomorrow, so i should get to sleep..i have to pick up ren� and the three kids and not smoke in the car and drive down to my grandparents place for a afternoon with the family..then i get to drive back up here and do a LOT of homework..boy do i have a lot of catching up to do