speaking of losing track of friends...well, there's more that happened in july than i knew!

josie broke up with quinten on july 9th and lives alone near downtown with a cat and is seeing josh...tera broke up with andy and called off the wedding and nate is moving into the house...how does this stuff happen? i guess it just does or something...

i hung out with tory tonight..watched punchdrunk love..it confused me, and i thought it was ok, but not as good as i really wanted it to be...then we walked around for a little bit and i spoke of how i couldn't base my life and morals off a book, and that life experiences seem a lot more valid than a book does..contraversal, yes i know, but that's how i feel

i get home and start playing video games..soon i hear people shouting..yep, psycho was over...and i had no idea what was going on..i stopped playing my video game and listened in...it was really bad..she was saying all of this shit "you alcoholic fat old drunk" "all of my friends think you're a big fat alcoholic loser" "you ruined two years of my life, and you keep on ruinging it" ect...ect...ect...i was getting really tired of listening to it, so i started to blast "side effects of being tired" by unwound really really loud for about a minute or two to see if i could shut them up..it was just making me angry..he asked her to leave, and she wouldn't..he threatened to call the police...but he didn't..i heard a few things that confused me..she was shouting something "that's a felony, that's a felony, you have ruined your career" now i don't know exactly what that meant at all..i wonder what happened..but he "lost his liscense" so it couldn't have been good..and something about how "you should be in jail for 90 days you fat old alcoholic"..she was real brutal..and i had so many thoughts of what i should do..yeah, it's none of my business..but then again, why should i have to listen to that...i wish i had some fake blood and i would have put it on my forehead, ran upstairs, and start screaming and running at her, pushing her out of the house, and scream "get out! get out! get out you bitch!" but i didn't have any fake blood...i thought about calling the police..and i thought about just going up there and throwing a glass bowl on the ground and watch it shatter and hear the noise stop and say something cleaver like "if you knew what was best for you...."

and some of you may question "now why does david want to move again?"