so in the past hour, i think i have hitted a bit of a low...i'm sitting in class, and just not feeling well...i'm tired and hungry, and sad, and i'm trying not to think of everything...so co-workers were seeing if i was going to go to arizona because i can get paid time off for that, but i don't think i'll take that...i don't have money to buy a plane ticket to arizona especially being in minneapolis, that is quite the last minute ticket, even if it is for a funeral...i think i might have a cold coming on...i really just want to go home and eat and watch buffy...and that's about it...not really think or anything

i am going to my hometown on saturday with my friends tory and annie to go to this big birthday bash...i think that should liven things up a bit or something...my mom wants me to help her pick out a new tv...where i don't know..probably wal-mart...and i really have no idea what she wants...i would have to go with a flat screen or something, if she wants something nice anyway...i'm getting really bad stomach pains right now, and my head is starting to hurt...i don't know if i can stay here for another half an hour or something...god, i have so much homework to do and catch up on, and i have no energ to do it

i suppose it's time to go and try to get some work done