what what you say? what what?

yeah, i didn't feel like going to work today, i am learning that that place really drags me down, and i need to find another place to be..a different place to work, another source of income, and technically, i would make more sense if i moved home and worked at the big company there, i have the office experience, i'll get ick pay, and not be where i want to be, but it almost sounds better.. i guess there are plenty of other places to work where i could feel miserable