extremely drunk, trying to get over drunkeness, not really helping, haven't been this gone in awhile, went to lesbian bar and tried to find something to sing to at kareoke, but ended up not singing..dancing on stage to britney spears and various other pop artists, decided that i'm going to do personal music studies by listen to artists from certain recent time periods and read books about them, shit i'm tired, but too drunk to fall asleep right now

my tiny little crush has started to develop into a bigger crush, and i'm not quite sure how to handle it right now, or if anything should be handled about it at all, or ever, the first thing that comes along isn't always the best thing